1 April

HAHA

we are on the new month already

we call it 1 April

dalam kata lain 

ini adalah

APRIL FOOL day 

beware key for this date

entah2x dikenakan lagi

harap2x lah saya tidak !

yay !!

31 days have passed

sure , many things that have happend

i guess...

if still we remember

on 13 March 2011

an earthquake in Japan

sacrificing thousands of lifes have been dead

and some still missing

all the city was destroyed

waa 

i cant imagine that how hard 

they go through all of that

 how sad to see their

loved ones died

too many tear falling

friend, lets our pray for this nation

and all the people in Japan

so that they have the strength

and hope to face it 

BE STRONGER JAPAN

God sees and hears

Amien

last week

di thailand juga berlaku

gempa bumi

dan dikatakan juga berbahaya

i also read an article saying

that our country, Malaysia

also in the danger zone

yg mana tanah masih aktif 

yg boleh menyebabkan gempa bumi

cuaca pula

sering tidak menentu

selalu hujan then petangnya

sangat lah panas

huu
sabah pun mengalami keadan yang sama

o yeahh !

no share cykit bolehh ??

"_____"Y

last month

is a lucky+bad month for me 

y? becoz

there are 3 things that happend

1st -> saya pemenang "merentas desa"

tuk sukan kamsis . haha

minggu dapan dapat nek stage

ambil hadiah . xP

second-> i did't attend class two days

kerana saya sakit , bengkak muka

bidahhnya .mcm muka org TUA . 

ohh oww ! 

3rd-> saya SUDAH booking ticket

BALIK sabah . SUDAH !! 

my hometown 

happy ! xDDD

30 days lagi . jumpa suda 

anu , itu rumahh

and and saya plan

maw bejalan d tawau

=)

the last but not least
bulan march
bulan is paling la rajin update blog
kekeke
jual kerepek da dalam blogger nehh 
dui dui dui 

papun berperang habis2xan dulu 

tuk final exam

sekian

" In any case ,it is not our expectations

only God knows what His plans

trust and let the God to lead us "

thank you to read me dear stalker !

i appreciate it

Goodd nytee dan Tuhan berkati :)

For God

Happy moments, praise God

Difficult moments, seek God 

Quiet moments, worship God

Painful moments,trust God


Every moment, thank you God 
 
In all things, never leave your God 


Never stop loving Him ♥

Prihatin tidak bermakna memberi

"Pernahkan kita terfikir"

 

malam tadi saya

menerima satu mesaj dari kawan

text msg ttg anak2x pengemis d jalanan

masa hbs baca msg tu

saya terdiamm (x)

saya berfikir 

mungkin kalo masa tu juga hati saya

seperti dya ,saya juga mengatakn hal yg sama

rasa benci dgn pengemis

rasa meluat tengoh dorang

geli dgn dorang

besalah kan pengemis neh

mereka bukan ada tempat yg baik tuk beteduh

apalagi makanan yg sama kita nikmati setiap hari

berbeza. mungkin kita boleh makan isi ayam

malah boleh membazir lagi

mereka cuma makan sisa tulang

kita boleh makan d tempat yg baik

mereka cuma mampu ketempat yg 

kita sendiri tidak sangup lalu pun

pembuangan tong sampah

kadang2x bila saya nampak depan mata

saya rasa sedih

kenapa lah dorang jadi begini

kenapalah biarkan anak2xkecil

menjadi pengemis

dimana sebenarnya tanggungjawab ibubapa yg 

menlahirkan mereka d dunia

pena sekali masa d kk

jalan p kk plaza

dsana ramai sgt kanak2x kecil meminta sedekah

pena juga sekali sekala saya bagi

tapi yg sedihnya tengo orang yg masih mampu bekerja

napalah lebih sanggup duduk kepanasan

dr cari keja saja

bukan lah persalahkan mereka tapi

saya cuma rasa kehidupan tu

dorang lah yg seharusnya ubah

pas terima msg tu saya 

baca byk blog certa pasal pengemis

sgt meyedihkan

sebab ramai sgt yg memandag hina dgn mereka

sampai menampar pengemis yg sdg tidur

pa lah salah dorang

kanak2x dipukul

 

 

waaa~~

sedihkan . kanak2x kecil diajar berbohong oleh org tua

demi minta sedekah

cuba kita bayangkan kalo kita yg berada d tempat mereka

susahkan ? sukarkan? sulitkan?

tanpa mengenal huruf,abjad,tapi mampu melihat 

kata2x saja belum cukup mengambarkan penderitan mereka

saya harap satu masa nanti dalah org yg prihatin

untuk mengambil kanak2x tu 

papun jagan lah kita anggap mereka tu 

jijik , hina , kotor

tapi doakan lah tuk mereka

supaya ada kesempatan berubah

jadilah orang yg prihatin walaupun tidak memberi

"Mereka perlukan kasih Tuhan"

Forgiving myself and to move on....

Forgiving myself and to move on....

Forgiving Yourself - A Belief System

Forgiving yourself is essential. There is a tendency in all of us to hold ourselves more accountable than we do others. Perhaps you have been one who can justify forgiving others, even for a heinous offense, yet you find no justification for forgiving yourself for an equal or lesser offense. Perhaps you believe that forgiving yourself is not even a consideration because you think you must hold yourself in a state of constant remembrance, lest you forget. Perhaps you believe there is a price, some form of life-long penance that you must pay.

Forgiving Yourself - The Divine Example

Forgiving yourself is not specifically addressed in the Bible, but there are principles regarding forgiveness that should be applied. For example, when God forgives us, it states that He remembers our sins no more (Jeremiah 31:34). This does not mean that our all-knowing Father God forgets, but rather, because He forgives us, He chooses not to bring up our sin in a negative way. Peter said, "In truth I perceive that God shows no partiality" (Acts 10:34). Applying "no partiality" to the issues of forgiveness, God does not choose to forgive one person and not another. He forgives everyone who believes in Jesus Christ. Applying His "no partiality" standards to ourselves, it is just as important to forgive ourselves as it is to forgive others.

Forgiving yourself is not about forgetting. It is about not bringing the offense up to yourself in negative ways. Forgiving yourself is simply letting go of what you are holding against yourself so that you can move on with God. If God has moved on, shouldn't we do the same? Philippians 4:9 states that we are to put into practice those things that we have learned from God and from His Word. To continue to rehearse in our thoughts the events of our transgression, opposes Philippians 4:8 which tells us to dwell on whatever is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and admirable.

Forgiving Yourself - Personal Action

Proverbs 16:25 says, "There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death." The energy it takes to harbor anger, hatred, and resentment towards yourself is exhaustive. Every bit of energy we give to negative activities and dwelling on regrets, robs us of the energy we need to become the person God wants us to be.

Life is full of choices and every choice we make will either take us in a positive, life-giving direction or rob us of the opportunity to be a life-giving individual. Forgiving ourselves does not let us off the hook, it does not justify what we have done, and it is not a sign of weakness. Forgiveness is a choice that takes courage and strength, and it gives us the opportunity to become an overcomer rather than remaining a victim of our own scorn.

If you do not forgive yourself of past sins, it is a form of pride. Whenever we enact a different set of rules, a higher set of standards for ourself over others, that is pride. When we can find it within ourself to forgive others, but not ourselves, we are saying that we are less capable of making a poor decision than others. We are somehow more intuitive, wiser, more insightful, more careful than others, and therefore, we are without excuse and should not forgive ourselves. When we reject the forgiveness extended to us by God and others, when we refuse to forgive ourselves, what we are doing is setting ourselves above others and that is pride! Proverbs 16:18 says, "Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall." Unforgiveness of oneself will bring self-destruction, a haughty spirit, and a fall. Christian forgiveness will bring peace.

Forgiving Yourself - Helping Others and Yourself

Forgiving yourself is also important for those in your sphere of influence. It is a well-known fact that hurting people hurt others. The longer you avoid forgiving yourself, the longer you allow yourself to harbor the feelings that you deserve to suffer for what you did, the more explosive you will become and, therefore, the more apt you are to hurt others.

The reality is that you cannot change what has happened. You cannot restore lives to where they were before the event. However, you can make a difference in the lives of others. You can give back some of what you have taken away by finding a different place to invest your time and compassion. Forgive yourself and let the healing begin!

@http://www.allaboutgod.com/forgiving-yourself.htm

12 minit terakhir

Mood : sleepy plus tired

hearing to TW song , Captivated

huuu

ngatuk plus tired sangat

minggu neh byk betul keja

mana dengan presentation

dengan kuiz

dengan class menari la

reaheasel menari tuk malam konsert la

huuu~~

semuanya perlukan pengorbanan

tenaga

masa

ruang

waaa~ sgt lah penat

2 hari neh kami sibuk buat mini skirt

tuk tarian sumazau tue

 

nehh lah mini skrit yang telah siap dibuat

dan kami akan pakai

cantiklah berbanding buang kos byk2x beli d luar kan

dan ini la baju+skirt yang akan 

saya pakai tuk malam neh

syukurlah boleh siap

dan berkat kekuatan yg Tuhan berikan

segalanya siap tepat pada waktu 

bukan muda taw maw buat persiapan 

suma tue

kami terpaksa kuar kan dana sdri

hermm

tak payalah diulas pasa tu

menyakitkan kepala jak

pa yg penting malam neh kami maw

bt yg terbaik

ohyahh..

syukur jugalah kan

sebab sebelum neh saya dak pandai jahit

guna mesin

takut kena cucuk tangan d jarum masa menjahit

tapi saya try2x semalam kan

syok pula

and and saya telah siapkan

1 bag kecil g taw 

happy neh

tidak sangka 

1st time pegang mesin

boleh buat bag kecil ohh

betul la teori org bilang tu

selagi kita maw belajar

pasti pandai juga 

lowpun orang len ckp medah

dan biasa-biasa saja

tapi sa tetap hepiy belajar benda baru

pas tu tia takut da ma mesin jahit

hahaha

meh sayabagi korang tengo bag kecil tu

 taraahhhh !

12 minit terakhir

sebelum saya p latihan menari

saya sempat update blog 

hehehe 

okey blogger !

see u !

:)

maw cerita cikit

 

eee . cute wohh kan . macam tom ma jerry .

Muahh miow :)

 kalo lah kann sa da miow gnie 

chomell . hahaha

 besar mata dya . but still cute , right ❤

 anduk bhaa...

macam one family kan 

haha

bilangnya bgni 

"tidak moh tidah moh"

saya maw cerita 

tentang kucing

kucing neh unik taw

binatang yg suka dimanja, dsayang 

mereka juga suka dibelai

pas tuew mereka suka dibawa main

hehe . betul !

pada mulanya saya juga dak suka dgn cat

terutama kucing yg dah besar 

yg suka curi makanan 

family pun bukan suma suka

pelihara animal

sebahagian jak

gerrhh, smpai saya pena gaduh

betarik ikan masin@ikan kering

asikah? hehehe 

lucu kan . saya guna tangan

kucing tu guna mulut jak

mcm pa jak neh

tarik tali . hahaa

telampaunya laba kan

awww ! tetap sa bagi dya makan sebab

saya takut kena cengkam oleh

kukunya yg pnjg+tajam

masa tu sa lagi tambah dak suka ma kucing

sa mc ingat lagi 

waktu saya makan d kitchen

dibawah kaki tu mesti miow 

suka p kann ?? 

dak caya test nanti

saya mmg kurang selesa

then saya tendang tu miow

nduk bha , if saya ingat skrg

cian kan tu kucing

but now ..

everything has changed

saya mula suka dgn miow

pelik jugakann

tapi sifat tu mmg boleh berubah

dsini , saya mula bg nama dgn kucing

bagi makan dgn dorang

bawa dorang masuk bilik

mungkin kerna saya ramai kwn

yg suka dgn miow

hehe . positif juga la kan

perubahan tu

skrg bila saya nampak

orang bully kucing

saya rasa maw mara

kecuali lah kucing yg pengotor mahh buat salah

soo.. saya rasa best dgn sifat baru neh

even org rasa tiada yg menarik 

dgn kucing

tapi bila kita da cuba baru kita taw

kasih sayang kucing tu

menampakan diri kita juga bagaimana

mengasihi orang lain 

tidak caya? kmau try first :)

neh dahlah pic kucing yg sa sayang

mereka da besar skrg

 hi , im micheal ! :)

 jerry is sleeping =.=

hello ! im jerry :)

thats all poh today 

dadaaa

menyesal seumur hidup !!

malam neh memank malang betul 

haizzz !!

bukan malang diri 

tapi malang sebab saya ter "LIKE" dan ter "CLICK"

benda yg tidak sepatutnya 

ya . pengajaran bagi saya !

opsss !! tapi saya just ter"OPEN" key

then im tekan "CLOSE" = (X) !!

nasib baik sempat berfikiran waras

im promise T.T"

supaya tidak akan bt benda yang sama

TIDAK lagi ter " LIKE" 

TIDAK lagi ter "CLICK"

AND NEVER NEVER NEVER !!

sangat menyesal betul oh 

nasihat saya pada suma :

: berhati2xlah dengan apa yang kamu 

.>lihat

>pandang

>buat

sebab bukan sumanya baik 

disebalik akan mendatangkan keburukan

 

Lord ! pliz forgive all my sin

 

Help me be a faithful steward .

I thank you for supplying all my needs.I thank you for being ever present in my life.

I thank you for providing me with a source of income to provide for my family.

Right now in the name of Jesus I claim victory over debt.

I claim victory over the stress that results from the money problems that I am facing.

Lord, I know that YOU are greater than any money problems that I am facing right now. Help me to be a lender and not a borrower. Help me to pay off debt and never look back, Lord. Search my heart, Lord and if you find that I have any greed or ungodly spending habits, take it all away.

In Jesus' precious name I pray, Amen.

thats true

when i love♥ you

that mean

i true love♥you

when you say "iloveu" , meant it

i Noe

suddenly..

i

miss 

HIM

 

but

i

know

he

did

not have

the

same feelings

like me

+.+

♥/♥=♥♥

sometimes..

i feel so close to you

even though the fact that

we are at different distances

you know..

sometimes i also feel 

so far away from you

i dont know why...

i want to say this to you

but

i just worry that you might think

that the negative

i'm sorry for this feeling

have you also feel the same there?

ermm.. dont be worry there

at this time my heart has not changed for others key 

only you 

trust me and i'll trust you :)

and u know bah kann 

ini biasa berlaku in usual relationship

this time

i want you here to accompany me

i want you know..

i really miss you 

+.+"

i need you

i want to talking with you

but i cant !! i cant .

i wish i can hold your hand

feel tired to sending message

not becoz i'm bored with you

but i just want to meet you

yaahh . just want to be with you

what can i do.. nothing !

T.T

ILOVEU 

♥

Dear God 

please blessed our relationship

♥

feel so down lately

everything

is not going good for me

but

at the same time

the things happen

open my eyes

to see what is unseen in my life

to make me realize 

 

that

how weak am i...

 

so weak... !

feel disappointed 

with myself

but

thank you Jesus..

 

You make me realize

 

once again

that life is not easy

 

one thing i learned

do not neglet the pleasure

...