Sad outside , crying inside

Good morning blogger !

How do you feel this morning .. ?

is happy ?

 feel very comfortable ?

or there maybe a smile happiness ?

excellent ?

or WHAT !

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guess what i feel right now

am i happy ?

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my FEELING now is

CONFUSED

DISAPPOINTED

SAD

ohh yeah .. !

three things that i think it
and that is in my mind now

my heart is rain
yaa , rain with a very rafid
 i mean
i'm cried again

God ,
what exactly was happeing between us?

i'm not sure which side might to blame . i'm CONFUSED =.=?
 but for sure i was so DISAPPOINTED with that condition
i only and God know what it was that time 
;(


and very sure that i'm so SAD
with what happend yesterday
because
i really love them
dear God , give me strength


WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?


they are people i love
i worry
this time , i seem avoid them
i can't force myself to talk to them
it was very painful to me


ohh God , i cannot make it seem nothing happend
i can't handle my feelings !
and really hated this ok !


I CAN'T ! I'M SORRY !
understand me =(

huhuu
why do tears like salt
not like sweets
?
T.T"
 

 SAD outside . CRYING inside 

yaahh ! THAT ME
orang yang paling sedih pada hari ini

heal my heart my Lord 
and give me a heartthat always fogive and loved them 
=(




dear readers 
pray for me key